Frustrated, Irritated, Disconnected

I've felt the hell
Please help me, hold me
This life I'll never tell
Sometime soon my wish will come true
because the end is near
but you see my eyes through the tears
One fake face after another
Love the haters
I don't wanna be like that
where no one's real
I hate how that would feel
Frustrated, Irritated
Disconnected from it all
I'm asking, I'm pleading
for one thing that's real
To you I'm giving in
Come take me, Come save me
I want to start again
I'll open my broken heart
Because I've reached the end
And you are the way to begin
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I've seen a million empty smiles
Living in denial
I don't wanna live like that
where nothing's real
I hate how it is to feel
Frustrated, Irritated
Disconnected from it all
The weight of the world
Has pushed me to the wall
I'm breaking, I'm aching
for something beautiful
All the riches in this world
Couldn't fill this great big hole
It takes something so much more
Only you can take me
You can make me whole
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